intro - living alone

I wanna introduce myself before I write something down in here.

It's my first to write so it'll be awkward somewhat and I know that my english is not that good.

Just read it easily. And let me start.

I graduated high school this Feb. Actually almost all the high school students in Korea spend 15 hours a day in school for 3 years. And we are not the exception.
It means that we spent more time in school, not in our house. So we spent much time together, laugh together, cry together like family. We connected so deeply. (oh I miss them..)

Time filed so fast.
And I finally entered the univ in Busan which is one and a half hour far from my hometown.
So I had to live alone.



Living alone?
It made me excited at first. But actually I even can't cook, didn't know how to clean my clothes. And you know what? The most serious thing is that I even can't sleep alone in a dark empty house!!! (haha I'm shy to tell the fact.)

It was too difficult to live alone. I was lonely.
I sometimes drunk and cried alone.

But I had to get used to it.
Because I had a dream to be a nice girl. 

My mom helped me so much. She brought some food for me every two weeks, taught me how to do the chores. I kept striving to be accustomed to live alone and the feeling which I hate so much(loneliness).

And one day, I realized that living alone doesn't mean the things like doing chores.

By living alone, I also can learn about myself and think about my life.
My home is not just simple place anymore. It is such a small society to me. It is my own world, my ego.

And now?

I'm living well!!!

I can cook, can clean my clothes, can wash the dishes.
I'm better than before, stronger than anyone else for sure.

And
I even can sleep alone in a dark room!!